Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Please hear what I'm saying response

What I think about this poem is it has a meaning a strong meaning. Reading it in class was good because it gave a point a point about people who sometimes it's a mask of pretend and your being fooled. Like this line from the poem, " Don't be fooled by the face that I wear, for I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks." Meaning that there's so much pretend. I sorta relate to this poem, because there's a part of me I don't show to my friends so I pretend at times. My favorite pargraph that I thought related to me a bit that I liked a lot was, "But I don't tell you this. I don't dare. I'm afraid to. I'm afraid your glance will not be followed by acceptance and love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me, that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me. I'm afraid that deep down nothing, that I'm just no good, and that you will see this and reject me.
This poem gives meaning and is very strong there's so many people that wear masks and can be fooled at times. Are you afraid or don't know what to do to see what's behind the mask.
What i do have to say I really enjoyed reading this poem because it gave a point and meaning.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Monday May 18,2009

A typical Monday S-period I get to class, watched October Sky after that bell rang for brunch went to that, talked to Rachel,Becca and Michelle for a bit. Saw Tia gave me an invitation for her 18Th birthday which she has a dress code for it. Summer dresses for girls and button up for guys. Then the bell rang so went back to class than went next door, worked on math than watched the documentary. Than it was 5th period went to 5th and choir was OK he gave us new spots on the risers and were mixed. Than the bell rang for lunch and my friend needed a ride home so I gave her a ride home than I went home. Parents talked to me, then went upstairs to read, than my grandma called me downstairs and told me let's get a bit to eat because my little cousin was hungry so than we did and we ate pancakes and had a piece of pie it was nice. After that went up to Los Gatos and took a drove around there. Then went to the is garden place walked around there it was nice. Than went back in the car and took my cousin home. Than My grandma and I went home. Than I went upstairs and took a nap. Than Ben texts me that he wants to see me. So I told him sure come over so he drove over parked and we took a walk to the park . Hanged there a bit well he talked about his trip then we walked back and then we talked in the car about summer coming up since were leaving in 6 weeks to Boston then he had to go and so he walked me back to my house and he drove off and I went upstairs took a shower and went to bed.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Song written By: Ben B. "Dear Lover"

Dear Lover
I was so sad about what
you said last night
you left a note by the door
with a rose just to be sure
and you said
Chorus:
Dear boy, I'm sorry about this letter
We've been running around circles and now it's over, dear boy
dear boy it's over now
and as we died I replied
Dear girl, I'm sorry I let this happen
I was so caught up in myself
And I signed it at the bottom little tommy from the sky
And I dotted my paper and smiled as I cried.
When I think back to when everything was alright I still can't believe
What I heard last night
How could you do it?
put a pen to the paper & black out my heart instead
you said..
*Repeat chorus*
*Bridge*
Dear lover can you hear me
When I wisper
and it's no lie that I will utterly miss her
Dear boy
Dear girl
I'm sorry about this
I'm sorry I let this happen
We've been running around in circles
I was so caught up in myself 
That I forgot my someone else 
and now it's over 
and I signed it at the bottom 
little Tommy from the sky
Dear boy, Dear boy
and I dotted my paper and smiled as I cried...

May 13,2009 Wednesday

Bible Verse Favorite:
Let no one look down on your youthfulness, But rather in speech,conduct,love,faith,purity,slow yourself an example of those who believe...
1timothy 4:12
Today Is a typical day Woke up my grandma took me to school, went to plus finish the worksheets now trying to finish my blogs, Then waiting for break. The go next door don't know what were doing. Then it was lunch and went in the PAC hanged there then bell rang 5th period started after that went home chilled at home then my friend picked me up head to Ben's Jazz/S-band concert went very fast and well the apologize song duet was amazing. Then it was over then after that a senior was going to ask a girl to Senior Ball and he sang a cute song he made up but use the background music of hey jude it was to cute. Everyone who was there was involved and sang the na na na part it was to cute then said goodbye to everyone and my friend took me home.

Tuesday May 12, 2009

So yesterday was an o.k day, Went to plus then we worked on a worksheet than we went next door and we just did a survey and talk over math and watch a documentry. Bell rang for lunch went to lunch went in the PAC and talked to my friends and then I saw my friend Kylie and walked up to her and gave her a note talked to her for a bit then saw Ben he came up to me kiss and hug then just stand next to me than the bell rang he grabbed my hand hug and said goodbye. Then My grandma was here and I went to do some stuff with her then went to go pick up my grandfather then we went to dinner than went home and my grandma and I watched a movie "Nights in Rodathe" it's a really good movie and sad. Then went to do my chores than watched american Idol after that watch 90210. Than I went on my laptop to finish some blogs than I was messaging some friends that sent me messages asking me questions about plus I answered some that I can answer and help them with.  Than Ben called talked to him for a bit and then I went to bed I could not sleep I woke up at 4 then went to sleep than woke up at 5 then went back to sleep than woke up 630 then slept than 730 I had a very hard night last night kept getting up.