Hey you, yeah you to many words to describe u

Hey you, yeah you

your adorable

Funny 

Cute 

Amazing 

Wonderful 

Kind

Talented 

Nice

Lovable 

Hugable 

& yes your love 

& can't forget the hugs 

They make my day 

I get butterflies in my tummy 

Looking into your eyes

I picture a future of you and I 

Waiting for us

Your my everything yes you

my everything 

You give me the giggles the smiles 

& at times the tears. 

I love you

My heart and feeling won't stop for you 

It will keep being strong.

Why? 3/26/2009

This feeling that life is too short

But there's stress and worry's in this world

One minute your happy 

Next your sad 

One minute your happy 

next minute your sad 

It's a drag, a big drag

But it's life it's what you see, do or hear in this crazy life your in

There's yes 

Then there's no

There's tears 

Tears of joy or just plain hurt

There's whisper's here and there

There's truth's and then there are lies

There hidden then opened 

There's past, but were in present 

There's the future, but thinking way in the future 

You make wrong choices or the right choices

You choose the wrong  path or the right 

You have a problem you can prevent or can't 

Or you just made it as a habit 

Are you there to help or just trying really hard to help 

There's some places where you want to help 

But some you can't 

Scream out like no one can here you , Scream all your angry or whatever your feeling 

Cry, Cry like no one can see you 

Take it all out try so hard to not let anyone see the tears you cry out

Cry and let it all out 

There's people in this world who just don't get it

Don't get you or what your going through at times

That's fine 

Leave me alone 

But don't don't put it in words of hurtful mean words you make it worst very worst 

There's just people like that who decide to pull such a &^$$ $#^& move like that 

Is it worth is 

No why prove to you why?

Don't need to, you weren't in this issue 

There's to much to much going on in this crazy world

Everyday there's stress, crying, yelling, screaming day after day 

Pray just pray and he will listen 

Pray everyday and he will be beside you 

Life is life right?

Life is to short in this crazy world 

All we can do is Survive and make a difference in the world

Love & Peace

Why?

That Person Won 3/29/09

First you tell her this

Then you tell her that 

Which is it 

Your saying that you want to be their for her

Give her a #$%^&*! break 

You let that person win 

Yes win!

You don't get it you'll never get it 

You'll never see what that person's true colors are unless that person did something bad to you

Then it will hit you in the head and say "Wow I just found her true colors"

No, No, NO!!!!!!!!!!

You should of known a long time ago. 

Should she get upset about this? 

A question she's trying to figure out

Your so called opinion is a bunch of #$%^ $#^%  to her

Ya &-$ 

So if you want to have a future with her and this happens 

Are you going to have that opinion again, because your not that type of person 

It's call staying by there side 

What the %^&* should I say 

I'm confused 

Dame right I'm confused 

Confused about you 

When you do $%*& like this 

Yes, you

When you realize she cries herself to sleep 

She really doesn't have what she used to have at times

Her life is sometime screwed 

But your love is the only thing that's keeping her alive

Come on already this is a relationship and this is how it works

Maybe she's wrong 

But she'll always love you 

But now she tested you 

All you gave back to her was 

FAILURE!

Friday, March 27, 2009 Joe & Jeff's 17th b-DAY

Friday was Joe and Jeff's Birthday Party, I went out with my family for dinner first than headed back home to get dress i was running a little late then I asked Kylie if she can pick me up and head to the party and she did honked the horn and I came out with my sleeping night bag since after the party I was sleeping over Ben's house. So get in the car and headed to the Klink's house. We get there and there was some friends I knew said hi to everyone then sat on the couch Ben comes running up to me and gives me a big hug then leaves said hi to everyone talked saw Parker talked with him a bit then took some pictures. Then Ben decides to tell me to go on his back so I did and he goes around to every group and says " this is my girlfriend Ashley, i love her very much!!" he said to everyone then stops by the pool and says "This is my girlfriend Ashley and I love her Very much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I was like wow o.k lol then we danced then I had a huge headache so i decided to lie by the pool and just look at the stars. Then Ben had a gift for the Klink brothers so we gather everyone up and he started to play his guitar and sing and and then he would stop singing and all the guys who knew these brothers and are best friends with them had to say a memories they had with each one. It was so cute then it was over had cake and then went back to the pool and rested talked to Parker a bit then Ben came along and i lay on his lap. Then Parker was taking us home so we left and Ben and I said thank you for taking us back to Ben's house. Ben and I got off my clothes we're wet so went to put that in the dryer went upstairs to put pj's and then went in Ben's room and we talked about the party then I was really tired and he was to so we said goodnight and I headed to his sister's room and went to bed.